Notes from caffeineville
One small voice in a hill of beans
Monday, March 12, 2007
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Saturday, February 17, 2007
It's cold out - the world is frozen.
I just took the dogs for a 1/2 mile walk and it took us an hour because we were slipping and sliding and whoa, WHOA, WHOA!-ing all over the place.
I've been diligently working on business stuff and I'm practically a shut-in.
I want to barbecue! fuck the snow! fuck the cold!
lets throw some MEAT on some FIRE and fill the house with LOVE.
I miss my friends!
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Monday, February 05, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007
I'm lazy and I'm a coward.
I'm feeling demoralized by my job.
I am having real ethical problems with how my company treats people.
The easy thing to do is quit and find another job; I'm employable and there are jobs available. But how does that help the company change? How does that help my co-workers, left behind, to deal with the problems? How far-reaching is my responsibility for the company's behavior?
My real question is: how do I find the strength and the courage to fight with people whom I love - to hurt them by bringing their very ideals into question? Also, how do I find the vocabulary to do it intelligently, professionally and with friendship?
I'm such a milquetoast, I'm not sure I have it in me.